wat am i?

The very idea of my existence makes me confusing.I think am still in dream of everything  i see,i feel,i think and wat not?
What is that i am??
Chaitanya is not my name , infact what is this name doing with my existence.If my papa didn't keep chaitu , i wld hv called with some xyz.
Then wat abt the fame that am struggling to earn??
The fame is just a crown to the name,so am i really crazy abt earning it which is not mine at any cost.
Do i really know me??
Without knowing my Being , i don't find any point in knowing abt others.
Then the biggest question comes to my mind!
Can i know what is this 'I'??
Arey chaitu , chod dho yaar....
If i keep on asking abt everything i see , i hav answer to none.

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